Michael von Helms is a Houston-based painter who works in the tradition of non-figurative abstract expressionism. He describes his paintings as dialogues between his inner self and the canvas. When he paints he surrenders himself to the process and allows his emotions and intellect to become fused with the final work. Upon entering his studio, von Helms forgets everything but that which is before him and draws no references from anything but the canvas on which he paints. He states, "In the end it is not about attaining, but more about attempting. In my attempt I come face to face with the old realities of myself, and then, through 'hard payment' rearrange and reconfigure simultaneously my inner self and the two dimensional surface of the work in progress." The evolution of Von Helms's work has moved from the straight, simple yet dramatic petroglyph-like images of the '80s into the sophisticated, energetic bold-color canvases of the '90s. Today he may repaint a single canvas as many as five times, giving his paintings a surface of thick and thin overlays with a palpable sense of edge and energy. Von Helms says, "When my process is pushed hard enough, long enough, the work and I seem to turn around a point and slip into a state of resolution. The curtain comes down, the play is finished. For the moment, all confusion, unknowing, and tension has been exhausted. Darkness is made visible. The emotions within me, the world outside, and the painting are all, at last, united. There is communication. It becomes a kind of salvation."

 

b. Bryn Mar, Pennsylvania, 1939